Reader, I cried. Not only was I reminded about how misaligned my life is with my efforts and self worth, the comments made me feel like I had violated some rule everyone knew about except me. I thought I was just a guy who worked hard and got screwed over. Do I know I look ridiculous living in homes and outside a home? Do I know I look ridiculous? Yes. But did I think people would take the opportunity to remind me? No.

I have to live this survival lifestyle while having these great skills, while having a record from the courts which was a fraudulent court case because of the non-full-disclosure clause that states that where there non-full-disclosure is an attempt to commit fraud and wherever there is fraud, null and voids the contract. Now I can’t get a job, because everyone around me likes being lied to and when you tell them, yes, I use to reprogram bank machines and had to pay it all back, WHICH I DID, I PAID ALL THE MONEY BACK, but then after my research, found out that the entire case was null in voided, but regular mind controlled people, don’t have an idea about the level of research which is required to actually know that what I have to say is true.

So then it is back to the drawing board while I figure out anther solution for my life and dna activation and ascension. That is what all this is about, ascension and experiencing the brilliance of the sun with a life filled with real love on a moment by moment basis, ad infinitum.

The other month, I had the voice to god technology sent to my head and “god” was asking me, what is it son? what do you need? I woke up and laughed and wondered, why would a “god” who sees me sleeping outside on the cement and not eating healthy foods and my body isn’t healthy and don’t have clean drinking water and no family members or no girlfriends or even friends, ask me…”what is it son, what do you want, what do you need?”

I just thought about it to myself and said, if that’s god, that is god or is that the voice to skull technology that doesn’t know that I am without money or food or clean clothes and had to sleep on the beach last night with no food and no water. Then had an up day where I am sleeping in a luxury hotel room with room service and champagne.

Let’s be frank, 6 years earlier, when I had my 2 bedroom apartment, I met a friend while I was marketing. He was sleeping on the floor of his mother’s apartment and he had a part-time job. But that job and his lifestyle and income and requirements to live healthy and happy, wasn’t really panning out. Plus, he was living in his mothers apartment floor.

What did I Do? I offered him my 2 bedroom apartment for long as I was gone on a business trip and vacation, it was 2–3 months and the water, food, electricity and internet would all be active. Hmm..I guess I am his god because I didn’t need to ask him a g*d*mn question about what he needs or wants. I knew what he wanted and needed, a place so he can get some comfortable sleep and a space for himself.

Since this is my first blog post, I will say that my skills involve ecommerce and survival. I have a lot of things to discuss which are very controversial as well as things which are pleasant and relaxing to hear. So sit back and enjoy the exciting, happy, sad, angry and neutral blog posts that I create and remember, IslandGadgets.com